Yesterday, writing for me was then that easy..
Expressing every single ideas in my mind was not that hard and long enough to evoke..
My mind is always busted with ideas…..
I think so much.. that’s why my imagination goes that far…
I dreamed of everything that the story I have in mind needs…
I cry ..when i think of a sad story..
I laugh..when I used to do humor..
I pity ..when I want a weak character..
I soar high..when i want fantasy…
I believe in magic…when I was carried with different world..
and.. I become in love..
when i choose to feel it..
not with the true person..
but with the fruits of my art…
That’s what I am before…
Not until I’ve met this person..
He’s not that someone whom used to ask for a dance with me over and over again just to get to know me..
He’s not that guy who’ll irritate me just for him to be noticed…..
He’s not that guy who’ll kissed my hand for the first time,,
He’s not that guy who’ll be a bad guy to everyone and then made me feel the most special girl for her..
He’s not that guy who’ll always entertain every single text and call that I do..
He’s not that guy who’ll show everyone that he likes me..
He’s not that guy that will be at my side with just a text away or even go with me in a hang out..
He’s not that guy that will pick me up and have stroll just to see the great sceneries…
He’s not that guy that will directly answer everyone and proudly tells that he likes me.
He’s not that guy that will make ways just to see me even for only an hour and despite having no sleep at all.
He’s not the guy that will tell me stories about his life.
He ‘s not the guy who’ll make a portrait of me and will leave surprises on my birthday..
He’s not the guy that will bring my bag when he sees me..
He’s not the guy that will walk with me until I got home.
He’s not that guy who’ll sit beside me while looking at the full moon…
He’s not the guy who’ll join me attend a concert..
He’s not the guy that will always say how much he loves me…
But still..
He’s not the guy that I will use to ignore…
He’s that irresistable…
He’s not that guy I look for..
Because he’s that kind of guy whom used not to express himself, a selfish one who only loves silence.
A man whom you can’t figured out.
He’s simply that man you never expects to have a good and sincere heart,,,
He’s the man who’ll patiently wait for you until you’ve slept even if he stays outside his place and been sucked with mosquitoes for so long.
He’s the man who’ll you expect to send you unexpected and sincere messages that’s not his usual thing
He’s the man who’ll insist to know your family and bring you to their home to meet his family rather than meet his friends.
He’s the man who’ll be thoughtful enough to prepare food for you.
He’s the man who will give your favorite flower without asking for it.
He’s the man whom be that vulnerable with you.
He’s the man, who’ll be in teary eye when getting jealous.
He’s the man who’ll not hesitate to know everything about you.
He’s the man who’ll call you many times just to know you are safe.
He’s the man who’ll do chores for you even if you are the woman.
He’s the man that will always believe you even if you are fooling around.
rather He’s that guy everyone is looking for..
A person who have his own way of showing his love. In a way that’s everlasting…
A sincere person I used to love truly…
and forever will own my heart…
The Greatest Gift God gave me is him.
He’s not just my boyfriend ..
but much of a Partner…:)